perfect disease — текст песни (daniel springer)

it brings me pain evry time i see your face

you say its ok try to talk your sweet tone thinking it will erase

you say it heals in time

shut up you dont know my mind

so much i ve been holding in

painfull memories i try to block from my past

but your words of hate bring them back how long can this last

im so tired of fighting you

just go away i ve nothing to say to you



back off just leave me alone

once was peace in my life

you`ve come and destroyed my home

to late to reconcile

my heart is in pain

no use for lying and denial

i need to forget you all the same



somedays are worse than others like many before

lie in bed all day hoping to avoid

the fighting with you like a daily chore

useless words of apologies

another way for you to get back at me

will this never end

keeping my heart locked tight

here comes another sleepless night.



to many times i`ve tried to tell you how i feel

but yet again its like swallowing a pill

to rid my body of this disease

wouldnt be just as easy to beg you please

go away move on go find someone else to hurt

im dry mouthed from lying face first in the dirt

choking on all the times i thought i knew you

like another wasted memory

for once thoughtless love moved through you

what else can i do instead of facing you

move on im tired of fighting you

just go away i`ve nothing to say to you



why cant you just run , go, get away from here

dont want you to see me cry, blood, my sweat and my fears

im turning in to what i never wanted to be

just like you the perfect disease.