When I close my eyes all I see are visions of you
And when I open my eyes
Your absence holds me down
I try but I cant shake myself loose
I cant command my brain
All I do is shrink and think of one thing
Im sitting alone beside me
Im digging a hole inside myself
All I want is the place I think Ive found
When I look into your eyes
All I know is that Im tired of the world around me
Please dont ignore me
Dedicated, here I am thinking of you
With everything within me
Youll never see me, never feel me
Never know these thoughts of mine
In my mind youre always there, always smiling
Always reaching out to me
The days go on with heartache,
The days go on with emptiness
All I want is to somehow matter to you
Even if all else rejects me
All I know is that Im hammered by the world
Around me
Please dont destroy me
I burn down time trying to find a way
To get through to you
Im standing in line for a hand out
That will never come but still
I dont care
Feeling like, looking like -naked
Here is everything I am
Laid out exposed wide eyed unable to forget you