Sometimes I don`t feel the pain Emotional novacaine Sometimes I hurt myself for you Just once I`d like to feel again Sometimes I just sit and stare Don`t need to go anywhere Sometimes I close my eyes and cry Just once I wish you could have cared Sometimes I don`t know what to do Every day it`s something new Everything is twisting me inside Just once I`ll put the blame on you Sometimes I have nothing to say Sometimes I wish you wouldn`t stay I know it will never be the same Just once I`ll wish it all away Sometimes I don`t know who you are Each time you cut you leave a scar You make me hate myself to death Just once I think you`ve gone too far Sometimes you make me burn inside Humiliation, lack of pride I can not face this world alone Just once I wish you would have tried Sometimes I don`t know what I feel I`m just alive and nothing`s real You threw my heart and soul away It`s more humane to club a seal Sometimes you`d point to me in shame When all along you were to blame You know I`ve never done you wrong Just once go back from where you came Just once I wished to see you care But now I see you everywhere Just once I wished it all away And now I turn around and stay Just once I wished you would have tried As many times as I have cried Just once you went back from where you came Back to me, always the same.