Cynically Depressed — текст песни (bracket)

I`m full of emptiness
Relaxing with my stress
Don`t try to clean my mess
I`m happier this way

I live for my demise
I love who I despise
Feed me a soothing lie
I`m happier that way

When I die
Will I feel darkness in the light
Will I see beauty when I`m blind
I don`t have energy for rest
Because I`m cynically depressed

I never thought living clean
Would keep me so lonely
Cure my healthy disease
I`m happier this way

I`m climbing up your walls
So you can watch me fall
I`ll never know it all
I`m happier that way

When I die
Will I feel darkness in the light
Will I see beauty when I`m blind
I don`t have energy for rest
Because I`m cynically depressed

My youth is dying of apathy and old age
Under my skin is a child running away

When I die
Will I feel darkness in the light
Will I see beauty when I`m blind
I don`t have energy for rest
Because I`m cynically depressed