There are things I`d like to say
that I`ve said too many times before
Things I should have done
instead of looking for a way to get out
You`ll never know the sorrow I felt
or the hours I`ve laid awake
thinking about just what you said
How could you know how I felt?
I never took the time to figure it out
or see how the problems arose
I tried to blame the two of you
I can only blame myself
for the pain we felt
There are words I should have spoken
but I kept my fucking mouth shut instead
Words would`ve made the difference
but they always stayed unsaid
Why won`t you ever see?
Why won`t you even see?
It`s not just me