I`m so tired
But you probably don`t even
Know what I mean
I`m full of contradictions
And hypocrisies
I`m so tired
I don`t even know which side of
The fighting I`m on
And if I wanted no part of it
You`d say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I`ve been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can`t recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I`m so tired
Of bitching to myself
And wrapping up my true emotions
To please everyone else
I`m so tired
Of bitching at all
Because life becomes so cynical
When you`re waiting to fall
And I`m waiting to fall
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I`ve been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can`t recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I`m so inspired
But you know short-lived
Inspiration can be
I`ll brag about my self-improvement
Which just ends up lost
Inside of me
I`ve no faith in justice
Corrupted by wealth
And I`ve no faith in my peers
Only a fading faith inside myself
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I`ve been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can`t recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore