Far From Showbiz — текст песни (Beyond Dawn)

I am someone a few seconds now and then between the real
No I don`t really want to know when
One hundred ringing bells are flirting so intensely with my hands
And now dizziness
I feel like someone else so uncertain
I`m going up to front expensive microphones
I don`t promise to speak an honest word
When it`s absurd I`m even so fry
I take no measure whatsoever out of the applause
In the room what can I do but move around the floor
It`s just a silly joke
Pleasure keeps on burnin` up my nose
If I only were a little more disturbed
I would have done it

Am I that far from shobiz
I feel I press my head against the ceiling
I set my aim for the sky
I can`t be short of soul or lack the meaning

Am I that far from shobiz
I have not even tried expressing feelings
With the light in my eyes
Fucked from behind
I touch freedom...