I wonder if you can see
I wonder if you can tell
I wonder if you see through
The mask I wear so well for you
I`ll never let you know what`s going on inside me
My shame, locks me down
All the things I wanted to tell you
All the things I never will
Everytime you reached out to me
All I did was push you away
I cant unchain the beast that screams inside me
I hate it, it`s what I am
It makes me sick to be so mean
From where I`ve been and what I`ve seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
Shame
You smile at me, I smile back
You ask me how I am
I tell you that I`m fine
I don`t why I`m so torn up inside my mind
The darkness, it swallows me whole
It makes me sick to be so mean
From what I`ve been and what I`ve seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
It`s shame, shame!
It`s shame!
It makes that old lie
It makes that old lie
It makes me look at myself and say
"Man, you`re doing just fine.
You`re doing great."
I`m not living in a lie
I`m not living in a lie
Or am I ??
It makes me sick to be so mean
From what I`ve been and what I`ve seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face!
Shame....
Don`t go too deep
Don`t ask me why
Don`t try to know me
Don`t make me lie
I wish I didn`t know the things I do so well
I try to change
But it`s what I am
It makes me sick to be so mean
From what I`ve been and what I`ve seen
From top to bottom, I am obsene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face!
It`s shame, shame!
It`s shame, shame...
I`m not living in a lie, am I?
I`m not living in a lie, am I?
Naw.....