So many times I`ve tried to
Get away from you!
Never thinking or realizing
What you put me through!
When will I get over
This nightmare!
I`ve tried to hide these tears
While you point and stare!
Shut up, get out, run away, I`m No PARIAH!
Tell me why
You cannot accept me
For what I am inside
It`s hard to hide the pain
When that`s all you left in me!
And so many times I`ve hurt myself
To try and let it out!
Contemplating things things I know
Will only let me down!
I just pray that you will
See what I am inside!
I don`t know if this will help you
But each time you lie I die!
I`d rather die than to be like you