Self destructor — текст песни (Frenzal Rhomb)

I`ve been living without a face so I can`t face the day
Civil war behind my eyes I`m the only one to blame
Take a step back and run and hide
I`m looking for an enemy or a friend from deep inside

My self destruction increases my cred
I need to be real and I need to be fed

As broken as an unloved skateboard at the lost and found
As tired as a rabid dog waiting at the pound
I like to live and I`ve got reasons to destroy
Try to stand the test of time, my mind is not a toy

My self destruction so easily led
No need to now I`m wrecked inside my head

Wake up to this self abuse this trait is not a crime
I`ve seen the way to live with poison everything turns fine
Listen up to the soft words to myself
Time to ignore these little voices and pretend I`m someone else

Monitor my intake and I`ll document this time
Give me something to believe in give me cheap-arsed wine
Self destructor gripping onto what life there`s left to live
What`s the point in giving up when there`s nothing left to give