Everything is broken
Chaos in my mind
Booze is a bitch
And my passion for life is dangerous
I have a feeling
That I do everything the other way round
The inner demon broke silence
And you broke into tears
If I push too much
I won`t make any difference
Feelings of guilt ...
It seems so absurd and futile
I don`t really know what else I should do
I better move on
Why can`t things be as they used to be?
Everyone is so grumpy tonight
Hey fucker, something`s gonna happen tomorrow
And you may understand the meaning of your dull life
It`s freezing cold outside
I`m staggering down the street
Beaten up and lonely
My will conforming to the instinct of war
And limbs want to destroy
Blackout caused by a fall
Broken face, body bruised
An emotional fit taking turns
With burst of laughter
I`d like to cry but I don`t know how to
The only solution is sleep
Then I`ll board up window
And be your cute little boy