the girl i fell in love with isn`t home. it`s my own fault i`m miserable, alone. and things seem all fucked up today again. it`s stupid when her voice can make you smile. it`s stupid when your heart clouds up your mind. and things seem all fucked up today again. i know she didn`t mean to do it and i`m feeling like a fool but i`ll get through it anyway. no one could ever make me feel as bad as i can make me feel; i try to smile as i watch it slip away. i try to think of better things instead. i promise myself that i won`t regret. but things seem all fucked up today again.