September 29, 1984 dear so and so
Gather me up because Im lost
Or Im back where I started from
Im crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
I might cry I wont go home
So heres the story
I am turning up in circles
And Im spinning on my knuckles
Dont forget that there are circles left undone
And very close to me
Forgive me comfort me
Im crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
Theres a blanket wrapped around my head
Im moving in a line thats shaped like this
Im holding in my breath I have a room
Can you tell if I am lying
Dont forget that Im living inside
The space where walls and floor meet
Theres a box inside my chest
An animal stuffed with my frustration
Can you hear me?
Dont forget that Im alone when youre away
You make me act like other people do
Forgive me comfort me you comfort me
You make me die Im gonna cry I wont go home
Dont kill the God of sadness
Just dont let her get you down
See that man inside that book I read
Cant handle his own head
So what the hell am I supposed to do?
Id like to know how he died
My hands are shaking dont you love me anymore
I only need a person, keep my shoulders
Stand around lie down
Move your hand above the floor
Gather me up because Im lost
Or Im back where I started from
Im crawling on the ground rolling on the floor
Im gonna cry you look for me
Love kristin, p.s. keep them coming