Crashing down on consensus. It`s the vice that kills defenses. Piercing through sort of feeling. It only hurts if I let it take control of me. Won`t let the world weigh me down. Cause I`m coming alive. What`s the deal with life lessons? If you can`t forget regret them. Taught to fold under pressure. Failure doesn`t mean you have to die. Won`t let the world weigh me down. Cause I`m coming alive. Just how many are there on my side. A calendar filled up with sleepless nights. Keeps time. Afraid of what it may have left behind. Who cares? I`ve thought about it all too many times. What`s worse? Is that my self-esteem suffers a curse. That tries to kill me but I kill it first. I`m coming alive, alive through you. Today I found a friend in who I am. Who promises to be there `till the end, of what? When it`s over will it start again? Can`t worry about it or life becomes too crowded. With panic. I`ll panic and then I`ll start to doubt it, it`s not worth it. So fuck it. Not gonna walk around it. I`ll face it. I`ll smash it. I`m not gonna lose again. I`m coming alive through you.