Im Trying — текст песни (Kevin Sharp)

(darrell scott/tia sillers)



She said Im not pointing fingers

And he said yes you are

cause you wouldnt bring it up if you werent

If I told you Id been walking

Out in the dark night thinking

Would you take as truth this alcholoics word?

I cant change whats done is done

But I can tell you this

Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins

And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying

Though I havent kicked the demons that haunt me

Im trying

Im trying



She sat down on the floor

And said I wish I was stronger

Right now I feel fragile as glass

I want to believe you

Believe whats held you has freed you

And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back

My parents think Im crazy for staying here this long

But theres nothing more I want for us than to prove to them theyre wrong

I dont want to be afraid, I dont want to think youre lying

And though I havent found the faith yet, that I need

Im trying

Oh, Im trying



He asked, do you want me to leave?

cause if you do, you know I will

But she said, much to his disbelief

No, I love you still



He said I dont know why Ive been the fool

But I can tell you this

Not a day goes by that I dont curse myself and all my sins

Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying

Said, I havent been the man I want to be

But, Im trying

Oh,im trying

Im trying

Oh lord, Im trying