I`m Trying — текст песни (Kevin Sharp)

(Darrell Scott/Tia Sillers)

She said I`m not pointing fingers
And he said yes you are
`Cause you wouldn`t bring it up if you weren`t
If I told you I`d been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcholoics word?
I can`t change what`s done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don`t curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
Though I haven`t kicked the demons that haunt me
I`m trying
I`m trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe what`s held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
My parents think I`m crazy for staying here this long
But there`s nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they`re wrong
I don`t want to be afraid, I don`t want to think you`re lying
And though I haven`t found the faith yet, that I need
I`m trying
Oh, I`m trying

He asked, do you want me to leave?
`Cause if you do, you know I will
But she said, much to his disbelief
No, I love you still

He said I don`t know why I`ve been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don`t curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying
Said, I haven`t been the man I want to be
But, I`m trying
Oh,I`m trying
I`m trying
Oh Lord, I`m trying