I Don`t Know How To Love Him — текст песни (Jesus Christ Superstar)

MARY MAGDALENEI don`t know how to love him.
What to do, how to move him.
I`ve been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days, when I`ve seen myself,
I seem like someone else.I don`t know how to take this.
I don`t see why he moves me.
He`s a man. He`s just a man.
And I`ve had so many men before,
In very many ways,
He`s just one more.
Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love,
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I`d come to this.
What`s it all about?
Don`t you think it`s rather funny,
I should be in this position.
I`m the one who`s always been
So calm, so cool, no lover`s fool,
Running every show.
He scares me so.
I never thought I`d come to this.
What`s it all about?
Yet, if he said he loved me,
I`d be lost. I`d be frightened.
I couldn`t cope, just couldn`t cope.
I`d turn my head. I`d back away.
I wouldn`t want to know.
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.