Breathe...
Push...
...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now
you were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed
in look what you`ve done to me realize what you`ve done to
Me
I can`t see going on in this darkness I`m blind beneath my cradle
the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment
It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do I do now all I`m asking from you please send me a sign
to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I`ll get
by myself
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.
Everybody leaves me, everybody`s gone.
Watch my father leave me, there`s nobody left.
Feels like I`ve never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.
Everybody`s gone, I`ll rot in my head alone.
I don`t give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .
Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.
Innocence displaced.
Been left.
Here I stand now and I`m alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I`ll .
I`ll walk through as long as I need.
I`ll drift through my life though I`m alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I`ve found that all I need is
Me.
Found I`ve never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life.
Endless plight that circulates through my body.
I`ll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind and renounce my being.
I can`t see going on.
I can`t see
I`m so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.
What do I do now?
All I`m asking from you please,
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.
I`ll get by myself
I can`t see going on fuck it