I lost a boy
And now I look for him
Through every window
And behind every door
My son went down
This isnt trauma
Its not even drama anymore
I was born
With a sad song in my mouth
He gave me a reason to sing it
Its like this boy
Took all my clear cold nights
Left me hot and dry
And when he falls
I cant hear it
This isnt vodka
Its not even chocolate
I dont know how long I can stay straight
And still see straight
He gave me a reason to say it
Dont wait for pain
To find out you exist
Dont look for shame
Your better off without it
Life is unkind
This isnt candyland
I know you dont understand
So nice not to be ashamed
So nice not to be creeped out
Ice is unkind
till it freezes your enemies
Life is unkind
till it burns up your memories
Life is unkind
He gave me a reason
To live it