I don`t think I am what I was before
Cause I never watched anyone die before
I wish I`d never left home
I wish I`d left it alone
Temptation is a disease
Cause you never do as you please
Your body takes over and your mind don`t care
Never think twice what might happen out there
Screamin
Go straight in for the ultimate sin
Nobody else ever seems to care
So I took what I thought was mine
And waited for a very long time
And I thought I knew what happened to you
You told me exactly what to do
So I did it right, stayed up all night
Felt like killing myself for you
I don`t think I think like I did before
I never watched anyone die before
I felt like I died as well
The look, the words, the smell
The way you looked at me
As if I`d never been free
I remember the words like a favorite song
Cause I forget the way things went wrong
Faked a picture of perfect health
I realised I was killing myself
I don`t think I am what I was before
I never watched anyone die before
I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming
Screamin