Would Not Come — текст песни (Alanis Morissette)

If I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to
If I am hardened no fear of further abandonment
If I am famous then maybe I`ll feel good in this skin
If I am cultured my words will somehow garner respect
I would throw a party still
it would not come
I would bike run swim and still
it would not come
I`d go traveling and still
it would not come
I would starve myself and still
it would not come
If I am masculine I will be taken more seriously
If I take a break it would make me irresponsible
If I`m elusive I will surely be sought after often
If I need assistance then I must be incapable
I`d be filthy rich and still
it would not some
I would seduce then and still
it would not come
I would drink vodka and still
it would not come
I`d have an orgasm and still
it wouldn`t come
If I accumulate knowledge
I`ll be impenetrable
If I am aloof no one will know
when they strike a nerve
If I keep my mouth shut the boat
will not have to be rocked
If I am vulnerable I will be
trampled upon
I would go shopping and still
it would not come
I`d leave the country and still
it would not come
I would scream and rebel and still
it would not come
I would stuff my face and still
it would not come
I`d be productive and still it would not come
I`d be celebrated still it would not come
I`d be the hero and still it would not come
I`d renunciate and still it would not come