Why did I do such a thing
to myself, my family and friends
I distracted them with lies
I thought they were blind
but yet they saw
What was I doing to me
I was so blind
Ain`t got the time
Ain`t got the time
to straighten up myself
I fooled everyone
with my tearfilled eyes
but not only with lies
Also with my cries
I figured I was better
but really I don`t know
Cause nothing exists!
In my head
those voices screaming
wake me up
I must be dreaming
In my head those voices
screaming
dreaming
No one can ever drag me
back to shoot
I`ve got my own free choice
Working with learning
other people to know
how to handle it
And accepting all the lies
Fiction reality makes `em cry
I got my own free choices
Ain`t got the time
Ain`t got the time
To straighten up myself
Fall down again
Falling again to the
Flipside of reality