I wont leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they`ll know
What I`ve done here tonight
[Chorus]
The drastic steps I`m takin`
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some kind of cry for help
Just good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I`m gonna kill myself
Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That`s the old me sittin` there
And I thank God
The devil in me died
I stand before you now
A man changed and alive
[Chorus]
The drastic steps I`m takin`
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied I drank too much
Hurt every one I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some kind of cry for help
Just good bye I wish you well
Because I love you
I have to kill myself
Gonna clean the house
Gonna fix that fence
In my final hours I`m gonna tie up these loose ends