Hated — текст песни (D I)

Well I`ve seen many things
In my eternity
I`ve felt all the poverty and wealth in my life
I feel I`m runnin` outta time
I`ve changed, rewritten, rearranged
I`ll try until I die
I`ve kissed reality
And the whole damn world goodbye
As I ponder in the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare`s true
Deep in your thoughts I now control
Only to haunt you and break away from your hell
As I ponder in the eyes of a fool
Your deception only to profit you
Someday I think I just may ruin your life
Forever dead on the edge of a knife
I`ve been tricked too many times
Now I know - Being cool will sometimes take it`s toll
Insane - Ripped off losin` my mind
Only to be crushed by deceptive lies
Your deceptive lies
So now you put me in a cage
Someday I`m just gonna get away
It`s like falling in a bottomless pit
Another selfish game of hit and miss
Eyes open - Now I can see
Just what`s happening to me
Sometimes I`m my worst enemy
But if looks could kill you`d be dead you see
Still I ponder now you`re the fools
Table`s turned, the nightmares yours
All the strain, rearranged
Havin` to deal with yourself
Now the hell is yours