It`s Been Awhile — текст песни (Staind)

It`s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can`t
remember as fucked up as it
all may seem the consequences
that I`ve rendered I`ve stretched
myself beyond my means

It`s been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn`t addicted
Subce I could say I love myself as well
Since I`ve gone and fucked things
up just like I always do
But all that shit seems to
disappear when I`m with you
But everything I can`t remember
as fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I`ve rendered,
I`ve gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day

It`s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I`m sorry
Since I`ve seen the way
the candle lights your face
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
But everything I can`t remember as
fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it`s me I cannot blame this on my
father he did the best he could for me

It`s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
and it`s been awhile since I said
I`m sorry