Crushed Down And Faded — текст песни (Longwave)

if i get tired and frightened
at the bottom of my mind
clawing out the insides
knowing what`s behind
if i get bored you`ll see me
wearing out my face
you know it isn`t easy
filling up that space
crushed and faded
suddenly so complicated
crawling back to you
something cold
slipping through
and i know it couldn`t stay
here another day
and i don`t need to
i don`t need to ever know the way
it`s only when you hold me
that sometimes i`d forget
kicking back the outsides
and take what i can get
it`s the way you move your body
a pleasent cold release
it makes me think it`s dirty
when i`m on my knees
crushed and faded
suddenly so complicated
crawling back to you
well something cold
slipping through
and i know it couldn`t stay
here another day
and i don`t need to
i don`t need to ever know the way
i never ever lost control
i never ever lost control
in a light shining
in a quiet end
i know i never ever lost control