when she first apologized it seemed that no one cared no one cared about her shame no one cared about her pain and she could not accept that no one gave her time she said "they will watch me yes by god i`ll make them see" my god, i can`t believe you`re gone it`s too late to say "hang on" sometimes you just have to wait this time it`s just too late she keeps apologizing every single night every night she wrings her hands every night that`s where she stands and i cannot accept that i could have changed her fate if i only would have known my friends keep telling me that it will be all right but they don`t know the cost no they don`t know what i`ve lost they keep on talking but to me there`s nothing left there is nothing you can say