Self Pity — текст песни (A.F.I. (AFI))

I`m always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I can`t find a way to get my head out of my ass.
I`m gettin` skinny as a bone
`cause I`m always stuck at home.
I`m living my life all fucked up and alone.
So once again,
alone in my room,
my only apparent future is my unhappy doom.
So I just whine all the fucking time.
I`m hooked bad on caffeine,
unless I get it I`m mean.
I can`t remember last when I was chipper and clean.
I`m going insane, all I do is complain.
The only traits I show are depression and disdain.
The girl I love is going away,
there is no way that she`ll stay.
I don`t know how I`m gonna live my life this way.
Don`t want to have to try,
I`ll just sit around and cry.
Maybe, if I get lucky,
I`ll just fuckin` die.