What was it I was thinking, 
or was I even thinking at all? 
When I think of what I thought back then, 
then I`m ashamed; 
and I`m appalled that I gave up all I was so easily. 
Living your life is not for me. 
I won`t be sedated, 
I won`t be sedated! 
Give me a little taste and I know I won`t want more. 
I won`t be sedated, stability is overrated. 
Give me the disorder I adore. 
I can`t be a part, be a part, 
I can`t be a part. 
I can`t be a part, 
be a part of your modern world. 
I`ve gotta be apart, be apart, 
I`ve gotta be apart. 
I`ve gotta be apart. 
I can`t grasp the values that you hold. 
What was it you were thinking, 
or were you even thinking at all? 
When I think of what you thought of me, 
I take offense; 
and I`m appalled that you could discount all I love so easily. 
Living our life is not for me.