Run from reality — текст песни (Oxymoron)

Suddenly the things ain`t what they used to be
Now everything`s changed and I wonder why
Too scared to face the possibilities
My life`s so different I wanna close my eyes

Can`t get rid of the gnawing fear inside me
Denying it all is just the real insanity

[chorus:]
I try to run, I try to flee
...but you can`t run from reality
I try to run, to run away
...no use to call 999

It`s been my self-protection but now I`ve got the prove
So far I`ve been to blind to accept the fucking truth
Well now I`ve come to see which way the cat jumps
And that`s the reason why it`s getting out of hand

Can`t get it out, this gnawing fear inside me
Denying it all is just sheer insecurity

Suddenly hte things ain`t what they used to be
The lie I`ve been living is catching up with me
Yeah I quit my job cos I wanna be free
But what a living do I get without a pay
...no way

Repressed them all, these bothering things that annoyed me
It ain`t nothing new to turn your back on reality