Sphere Of UnhappinessIII. Feel — текст песни (Oversoul)

I know no joy
Only sorrow and pain
I have evertying to lose
And nothing to gain

Once I stood so very tall
Now I feel I`m nothing at all

As i search, this quest gets shorter
What doesn`t kill me makes me stronger
Forever fading, losing my grasp
I wonder whos having the last laugh

Each night I sleep as if it were my last
I tire of living out lifes` task
I feel I can no longer hold on
So it`s you who must stand up and bne strong

These things I ment to tell you
With my own voice
But I was hurting so much
I didn`t have a choice

There`s nothing left for me now
You must carry on somehow
You may not understand
But it will come to you
Just what I`ve been going through

Deep in my heart I know I`m good
Sometimes I don`t see it even if I could
I have to do this to be free
I can`t take any more misery

Overcome these thoughts that surround me
I can feel myself drowning

There`s so much I could never live up to
I never ment to be a burden to you
I can see you as the tears swell up
Find your strenght, don`t ever give up

These questions I long for
Which were never sought
This isolation
Further spreads the rot

Release these chains that
Kept me all in a bind
Reliquish myself to
Have peace of mind

My life`s been punctuated
My price for hesitating
Total self-detonating
There`s no other reasoning
To rid this imposter inside
Time to say goodbye

I apologize for putting you
Through all this
Deep in my heart
Who I always will miss
Take care, so long, miss you, forever
Goodbye