How was I supposed to know?
How could I prepare at all?
Not a word and not a sign,
You`re fed up with what I am.
I turn back the time,
And then it`s so clear that I had already lost.
I don`t understand you,
I can`t say I blame you,
I keep telling me I did wrong.
I never had a chance to say,
Whatever could have made you stay,
I keep thinking, `Have to be strong.`
It`s so hard it takes me out,
I am back into square one.
I am sure that you`re okay,
With me ending up betrayed.
I turn back the time,
And then it`s so clear that I had already lost.
I don`t understand you,
I can`t say I blame you,
I keep telling me I did wrong.
I never had a chance to say,
Whatever could have made you stay,
I keep thinking, `Have to be strong.`
Everything seems so unreal,
All my thoughts cannot be told,
I just keep thinking, `Why?`
I hope that I have found something out,
The next time I know what it`s about,
I`ll just have to rebuild my mind,
Collect all the parts and combine.
I don`t understand you,
I can`t say I blame you,
I keep telling me I did wrong.
I never had a chance to say,
Whatever could have made you stay,
I keep thinking, `Have to be strong.`