Trying not to breathe — текст песни (Antichrisis)

Oh, this void inside tears my soul apart
Why did you lie? I lost my faith in you!
Once there was purity but now only perfidy and pain
because you`ve been untrue!
You broke all promises and now our love
Is bound to die and so am I - I die!
Lost forever within the debris of my dreams
I put my trust in you!
How could you leave me in a lurch
after all that I`ve gone through
What the hell did you do?
Down on my knees I pray:
Save me, save me, save me, please!
but no hope anymore - I die!
I`m trying not to breathe!
I can`t stand this anymore therefore I`ll leave
I`m trying not to breathe!
And so I`ll leave this world behind
broken by faithlessness of the killing kind
I`m trying not to breathe!
Remember when you called my name?
I`ve been always there for you!
To me it`s more than just a game
I loved you too much, and still I do!
Now your body so close to mine
I kiss your lips goodbye
To lie In your arms for a last time before I die!
And he dreams of days gone by floating down to the other side
A thousand Angels cry firing squad against the walls of light
Not again another day
Now his love has lost the last stand
Oh Angels, hear him pray
As he`s passing away into her hands!
I`m trying not to breathe!
I can`t stand your loss, your lies: therefore I`ll leave
I`m trying not to breathe!
And so I try leave the pain behind
of treason that became the killing kind
I`m trying not to breathe!
But you swore you`d love me forever
and it was only yesterday
What have I done to deserve this
Am I destiny`s fool?
And I hate you,
and I love you for what you`ve done to me
Oh shit, why did you leave me in such despair?
I`m trying not to breathe
though I try so hard to reach the other
I`m trying not to breathe
No more songs for me to sing because you leave
Now I think I see the light: Goodbye, my love!
Oh, I`m trying not to breathe