Believe It — текст песни (new model army)

In the unlit room with my head in my hands
The walls between us now seem unscalable
I cannot control anything
There are weapons down beside your bed
And every night I count them all

Chorus:
Is this where we`ve come to? I don`t believe it
After everything that we`ve been through - I don`t believe it
Take a look around here - I don`t believe it
I look into my own sweet heart - I don`t believe it

Oh how they talk about us when we`re far away
Behind their frigid eyes they know more than they ever say
They only tell you the truth when they get drunk enough
It`s a town of cornered animals, teeth bared - out of control

Chorus:
Is this where we`ve come to? I don`t believe it
After everything that we`ve been through - I don`t believe it
Take a look around here - I don`t believe it
I look into my own sweet heart - I don`t believe it
And every night I clench my teeth and fail to get to sleep
I cannot bear the stillness drawn across the surface of the world

I have never learned to throw the first punch
Perhaps the more you know the more you get scared
In the end you left on your mission to find a reason for all this pain
And how I wish I`d gone with you over and over and over again

Chorus:
Is this where we`ve come to? I don`t believe it
After everything that we`ve been through - I don`t believe it
Take a look around here - I don`t believe it
I look into my own sweet heart - I don`t believe it