Afraid To Believe — текст песни (On Thorns I Lay)

I can`t see a reason to believe and hope
sometimes I smile like a fool thinking of you
I free my sight and I loose my mind
and I feel the truth and I come to say

(I`m afraid that I can`t believe)

Why can`t you look me in the eyes now?
I wonder why you have changed.
Are you afraid of what you will see?
Is it the truth that hurts?
I guess I won`t stay. I `m leaving today.
I `m running away.
I`ve opened the door I guess it was wrong
to give more

Nothing is stronger than your secret ways
I`ve spent so many days trying to find you
Through my naked voice I speak a dirty noise
Hate and love mixed up

(I`m afraid that I can`t believe)

Why can`t you look me in the eyes now?
I wonder why you have changed.
Are you afraid of what you will see?
Is it the truth that hurts?
I guess I won`t stay. I `m leaving today.
I `m running away.
I`ve opened the door I guess it was wrong
to give more

I`ve got the pain
You`ve got the lie
I`ve got to go there is nothing inside
I`ve got my loving
You`ve got the hate
Gotta make out with my life and I`m late
Will you be there for me
helping me
next to me?
You will never be.
I`ve got the faith
You`ve got yourself
You`ve got your ego the center of world

We cannot start all over again

Why don`t you die?

I won`t spend more time
I in fear will hide