[Verse 1]
Makin` precision incisions, with it this talent I`m givin`
Didn`t know how to keep livin` so I just started the killin`
Sick in the head when I`m sinnin` ILLin infectin` I`m stickin`
My knife in you and I`m grinnin` sittin` and thinkin` of quitin`
But I continue my mission listen to voices here within
Sayin` its just the beginning don`t know what`s really pretendin`
It`s hard to decide when the mind is divided and hided
From the reality battling the evilness inside of me
My mind is it dieing, I`m crying I`m trying not to lose it
Confusing abusing I`m bruising your skull until its oozing
I`m choosin` my weapon I`m gettin` I`m settin`
I`m lettin` aggression set into my nerve endings
Awww, can`t take the pain no more
Stain the floor with blood guts and crazy gore
Waiting for the day god repays me for
All the sinful things I did that he hates me for (Uh)
[Verse 2]
This disease has me blinded and I can`t see the light
Live in darkness while my sanity continues to fight
With little bit I have left I use it to blend
With this fucked up society that lied to me again
I have a hatred for the world I cant describe
I`ve strive to stay alive but it`s hard to survive
Darken my eyes, from all the insomnia I suffer
Cant sleep for weeks and it keeps gettin` tougher
The more I don`t rest the more I`m gettin` depressed
And obsessed with the sight of another persons death
I regret what I did when it`s just too late
I even ate human steaks and eyeballs like grapes
It`s a big mistake, but the mind knows know boundaries
It`s been years and still the police never found me
Astounding with technology and forensics
And experts and people who have these sixth senses
I guess its depression that I have Gods blessing
If he wanted me to stop I would`ve seen some detectives
Decrepit, Decayed, Morbid my brain
It`s all them things and it`s rotting away
And starting today, I`m gonna try and stop all the killing
Aw, whom I kiddin`? It`s only the beginning
I like to cut em open and see what makes them tick
And rhyme about it like this cuz it makes you sick
[Verse 3]
My sinphony, conjures up images of misery
Picture thee crime scene photos of the grisly
Ax I portray on a day to day
I came to say, I won`t stop till this pains away
My brains decay, and eating at my thoughts I can feel it
There`s a rat inside my head nawing at my spirit
I can hear it, chewing on my cerebral cortex
Crawling its way tryin` to escape outta my forehead
Your all dead, zombies try to walk among the living
As I`m sitting there`s a choir in my mind and it`s singing
An orchestra of madness, sinphony of sickness
Philharmonic illness, Nirvana when I feel this
Melodic and I feel bliss, Schizophrenic realness
I`m unstoppable horrible and I`m fearless
My lyrics are a cry for help cant you hear this
I`m a danger to society and I`m careless
A tickin` time bomb just waitin` to detonate
So get it straight, I don`t rap about my jewelry and escalade
I`m swept away by the evil that some how got into me
Years from now you`ll see its prophetic in my sinphony
[Chorus: repeat 2X]
Don`t know what got into me
I just show how it could be
Why am I so sick, you see
In the meanest Sinphony
