Sorry Lad — текст песни (no fun at all)

I`m crying for the first time
got my feet in the air
I`m breathing for the first time
and I want to declare

My demands are simple
A kind and happy universe
where everyone is good

Sorry lad
so sorry son
don`t put your aim`s too high
Sorry lad
so sorry son
this world won`t qualify
Sorry son
I`m sorry son it`s what you get

I`m canceling the contract
cause I wanna go back
I`m tearing up the contract
didn`t even unpack

Want to go back right now but I have lost my way
Need to go back so badly but I`m so astray