Faking — текст песни (Melissa Ferrick)

Well after last night
I feel more vulnerable
Then I`ve ever been
Cant you see that I`m letting you in

(Chorus)
And I don`t know
How much longer I can resist
And I don`t know
When I`m gonna start breaking

But you are not there, oh no
Oh no baby, not all of you
So I just make up the rest, oh yes
I will fill you in

(Chorus)

And this moring she called again
She calls every time I stop to think you are mine
So if you think that I am lost
And do not have a home
Well guess again
And remember where I`ve been

Oh, yes I think
I have been here before
I am alone in the shower
Seeing myself on the floor
And in the mirror
I stare with a look
Of I do not know where I am coming from

(Chorus)

I just want
To try to take this for what it is
Honey but what it is, what it is
Oh yes it seems to be
Oh yes it seems to be me
You know that I am just
Faking
Oh well I am faking
I am just
Faking it again

Well after last night
I feel more vulnerable