Insecurties — текст песни (Suicide Machines, The)

Held back by walls of security, that
I just could never see, held people at arms length
devoid of human contact
Cannot express emotion
I try with all my strength
What is the matter with me?
It seems that no one even cares
I`m blinded by my innocence
will no one be there for me?
When I dont understand.
Covered in blankets of Imagination
Where I can talk to people without a
second thought
What if they`re laughing at me
I know I`m not good enough
so I won`t even try.....
God only knows what`ll keep us from dying
because eveytime I look around I see Life as a big lie
Yeah everybody`s saying yeah I`m the one yeah
everybody came running to me
But thats not how it works and it never did
you know I`m sorry it had to be this way
things got fucked up but thats okay....
...I`m sorry....
...I`m sorry....