Chameleon — текст песни (Face Down (US))

I`ve tried everything, just to change the pain
Fractured dream, and I`m not the same
I`ve lost ability to escape in sleep
Hold on a little longer
And there`s nothing left of me

And you said you love me, and you said you needed me
But it`s not me

Was never on the inside, too long to be alone
Was never like them, no identity of my own
I can be anything except myself, chameleon

And you said you know me, and you said you`d care for me
But it`s not me

Traumatized by the voices inside
Sold myself on a dream that lied
Do things that my friends don`t recognize
And know I despise what I`ve come to feel
Fear constricts and I don`t feel real
Parts of you begin to steal
I survive by adaptability
Why can`t she see further inside of me
Pull me out and set me free
All I want is for you to let me be

Now I`m back and forth again
Pull me closer, push me away - chameleon
Why did it have to be you who did this to me?