The things you tried to make me believe in
To live, give, love and forgive
I`m trying...
Never painless, emotional emptiness
I always keep raping myself this way
Just darkness, I`m building myself a mountain of grief
I`m left by myself
Noose of guilt around my neck
Will there be someone here to listen?
Self destructive, or call it what you want
Self deception, I do it time and time again
True denial, Am I suicidal?
As my pain mounts up
I really can`t tell anymore
Now I am
I`m left by myself
Fed up by thoughts
Will there be someone here to listen?
Self destructive, or call it what you want
Self deception, I do it time and time again
Can`t put my life on hold
I need to catch my breath
Self destructive, or call it what you want
Self deception, I do it time and time again
Halls of emptiness, filled up with my mistakes
Still rejected, all that`s left is loneliness...
I`m left by myslef
Fed up by thoughts
There were no one here to listen
Regret
Forget