Ive got a wantless need
Ive got a thoughtless mind
Ive got a wantless want
I cant unwind
Ive got a heart that hates
Ive got hands that like to break
They tell me : hold on
They never let me go
I am a clenched fist lookin for a wall to kiss
I am a locked door lookin for a foot to kick me to the floor
What have I got? Ive got everything
What have I got? nothin much at all
Self rejected, well protected, to lock myself inside myself to get free
Self-hated, frustrated, my hands turn to fists
Violence - so hard to resist
I get so mad I do things that I regret
So stupid, so stupid, not stupid enough to ever forget
Got no need, got no brain - inside my mind I feel no pain, no
I feel the pounding in my head
Start lookin, start lookin - you better look out
Im not feelin too nice today
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I cant stop, I cant stop - it pulls me together then it tears me apart
Just like that