Suicide Letter — текст песни (Sticky Fingaz)

I don`t need a will cause I`m not leavin nobody shit
It`s my suicide letter
At the end of this song I`m gonna blow my fuckin brains out

[Sticky Fingaz]
If you readin this, I`m probly dead by now
Probly ODed and put three in my head by now
I`m on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me
I should film this and leave Banned From TV a copy
I`m sick of this world and everything that come wit it
Death, life, politics, religion, fuck all of it
Always feel the pain or I`m ignorin it
Could barely see the love but all we need more of it
Yeah right, like that`s gonna happen
They workin on the next nuclear weapon
Niggaz still starvin, niggaz still robbin
It`s no money that`s when you have mo` problems
I wanted a son but that was the past
Cause to tell the truth I don`t think this world gon` last
And I`m not a quitter nigga, I ain`t givin up
I`m just ready to move on son, I had enough

[Chorus]
Live or die, it`s my life
I may, I might, it`s my time
? or shine, it`s my ?
So say goodbye, it`s my life

[Sticky Fingaz]
I can`t recall anything fore the age of five
Far back as I could remember, had the lazy eye
All the shit I been through and I stayed alive
But today feel like a good day to die
Felt it before but it`s hard to say goodbye
Felt like I`m talkin to myself when I pray to the sky
Like they took my faith and created a lie
Don`t try to talk me out of it, I made up my mind
I`m a man, I meant no cry for help
So I`ma have to start the revolution by myself
I`m losin it, too much goin on in my head
Statistically speakin, I`m supposed to be dead
Made a crew of wild niggaz goin to war for `caine
Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain
Strugglin in the hood, I know too well
But why to get to heaven nigga gotta go through hell?

[Chorus]