Medicate Myself — текст песни (Verve Pipe, The)

I hear you cryin` for me
But I see the anger in your eyes
I want what will not judge me
I need what keeps me warm inside
A man without a purpose
Stares from the mirror on the wall
You think you know my problems -
I think that you don`t
Know me at all

I don`t believe I suffer
Disease as you proclaim
And I don`t believe that I should kneel
And hang my head in shame
Held prisoner by a monkey
Strapped on behind my back
And while I sit ablaze
The light is slowly fading
Into the black

So I...
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
Cuz you don`t need me hanging around
One more drink and I will be drowned

I know you hate to see me
As I defeat myself this way
You know you can`t control me
You know I`m slipping day by day

Down into my obsession
Down in the hole where I belong
And when the fight is over
You will stay right here
And I will be gone

So I...
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
Cuz you don`t need me hanging around
One more drink and I will be drowned


And I found you broken lyin` on the floor
An empty bottle in the drain
I put my head right through the kitchen door

I`ve got to medicate myself again
Cuz you don`t need me hanging around
I barely get my coat off and
You`re already crawlin down my back again
yeah you came to watch me sinkin down
one more drink and I will be drowned

I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again
I`ve got to medicate myself again