I should have seen my end coming from a long way off
My friend said man shell give you the blues, dont get caught
But I went ahead and told myself a bunch of lies
And spent night after hammered night getting back my mind
I am a fool when I think I need you
Im a fool to believe
My heart is so wide open
Im so easy to deceive
Im a fool Ill keep believing
Like a fool Ill believe it all
Im a fool wholl keep on coming
And like a fool, I will crawl
I waste time in my mind thinking of you - Im a fool I know
And it hurts to take the pain over and over - Im a fool I know
I keep wrecking myself when I should be healing my wounds
Im a fool I know
Self mutilation is the only thing that I know - Im a fool I know
Ive watched your front teeth sharpen and Ive felt your muscles flex
You have the kind of eyes that turn mere mortals into wrecks
I know first hand so well all the hard times you direct
Seduced rejected reduced ejected again