I try not to let it get above me
Dont make me
Dont hurt me
Dont push me
Dont confront me
I try to separate real from unreal
Dont make me have to open my eyes
Dont make me have to feel
Crime lights burning like a halo
Sidewalk under my feet
Passing trains below
I keep walking with nothing in my head
Where am I going?
Some nights I walk mile after mile after mile
I need you I need you I want to smile at your smile
Are you out there somewhere looking,
Waiting for me?
Im falling fast falling, falling broken
Reach out and catch me
The citys in my blood like a curse
And the people and the noise make it worse
I cant tell you why theres no place Id rather be
Where am I going?
Dirty grey city dropping rain down in my dreams
No one knows me
So when you see me
Just walk on by
Im caving in and I dont know why
Theres got to be more than this but I just cant find it
Im wandering in a city
Unknown to myself
A stranger to everyone I meet
Im wasted on insomnia
Paranoid to the hilt
Where am I going?