try to realize 
i try to understand what every thing has become 
and i want to strip away the incompetence 
expose everything to my loveless heart 
i want to be loved 
how much longer will it torment me?
i`m strapped within the weakness of my uncertainty, 
my sexuality, my inadequacy laugh at me 
as i slip away in search of serenity to suture 
the wounds as i am swallowed within 
its twisted complexity 
it calls me the spoiled soil save me 
it doesn`t me anything 
how much longer will it torment me?
it calls me to save me