Mentobe — текст песни (taproot)

Sometimes I just sit back and wonder
What was meant to be learned from that event that occured
Everything happens for a reason right
I left behind just another tragic lesson in life
An organic rush adrenaline flight
High above the traumatised situation of life
It`s ironic, considerate rarity patron of love,
Higher knowledge engulfs me cuz,
The blast of fate a lesson,
To my eyes concerned and overwhelmed
Theirs were of fear
Yet I`m feelin` so empty inside
And yet it burns so akward this
Time
Tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes,
I need to recognize,
It`s meant to be
He`s alive and his cries just begin arisin`
Suprisin` as well...
This little boy proud of helpin` those in need
But he`s not me but just maybe he could be,
I can see it now because,
I`m a hero in his eyes temporarily blind
This immature kid a spirit as well an angel,
Hiding by helping and wanting to understand, me
It`s somethin` with my pride, lies,
I cannot hide my true side,
And maybe in distress I can still come out laughing that`s the way I am...
Am I hard to recognize?
What do I need to realize?
Why can`t I see with my own f*cking eyes?
What do i need to see?