This ugly motherfucker in the mirror (this fuckin mirror)
Punch a hole through this mirror (what am I supposed to do?)
This faggot in the mirror (can`t deal with this breathin shit)
I hate this breathin shit (life is fucked up)
Yo yo yo
I can`t believe the way I`m feelin
I wake up still poor plus the pain that exists ain`t never healin
(Day by day) day by day goes by time is wasted
My situation make me want to take a permanent vacation
I`d die for my pride plus I`m tired
I got no more respect left for the people in the past that I admired
(I`m not shit) I`m not shit (I`m not shit)
I won`t be shit (I won`t be shit)
I eat shit; I cut my veins and then I bleed shit
Plus kid, no man can be trusted
I lusted for the spare custard
I see the mirror close, fist got busted
I get no bitches cause I`m broke
The last bitch I had fucked my crew and tried to play me like a joke
It`s gettin closer to my big hour
I bought my first gun at six hour
Y`all know it`s the only way to get power
But I ain`t shit
Even with this gat I ain`t shit (I ain`t shit)
Ten years down the line the same shit (I ain`t shit)
I blame myself but at the same time blame society
If yo ass don`t know me then yo ass shouldn`t be tryin me
Put the stick in my pants and grabbed the switchblade
that I got from my man the Harley Davidson rider
Better known as One-Eyed-Jake the Suffolk County biker
(I can`t deal with this shit no more yo, oh man)
I start to feel the shit
I see this clique they think they ill as shit
But they won`t think they ill when I start killin shit
Hey na na na now (x4)
Now let`s get back to business
Witness the finish, shit is menace
being broke make motherfuckers turn to sinners
I go to Smithaven Mall to see if anybody wants some
Anybody want some? But this is gonna cost em
I walk in the sneaker store
My ass is about to get raw
Look at my watch it`s a quarter past four
My mind`s blank, flippin, shittin
This the dead zone
I see this spanish kid listenin to reggae on his headphones
I grabbed him, snatched him backwards
Smacked him, he tried to react is when I was tempted to put a cap in him
But I didn`t, I figured it was best if he was livin
Pulled the stick out everyone inside the store started shittin
I made everybody in the spot get down on they fours
I made a 300 pound woman strip down to her drawers
It was sickenin, I couldn`t believe what I was doin
My life is ruined at the age of 22
And it`s for real, tryin to find the spot the safe is
Cannot escape this, I`m scared to be in jail with all the rapists
I tried to rule the world but I blew it
I gave the fat naked bitch the gun to kill me, she wouldn`t do it
So I took the gun back and beat her down
I gotta find a place to creep now (I gotta be out)
Yo, yo
This where my shit stops
I turned around, surrounded by six cops
Put the clip in my stick got six shots
They made my skull almost cave in for misbehavin
It`s cause I chickened out and threw the gun down and gave in
I had no respect on the outside
But now I got less respect on the inside (inside)
I tried to rule the world but I blew it
Wishin I was dead but I still don`t got the guts to do it
Hey na na na now (x4)
