(Repeat 4x)
I can hear my mother call
Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa
Man I swear, I don`t care
About nothin`, sometimes I`m rather be dead black
But that`s about the millionth time I`ve said that
I get a headache everytime I start to think
I`m wonderin` why I`m not dead, I`m on the brink
Yo, it`s kinda crazy, used to be my baby
But now you`re not yourself because you shot yourself
I had a homie who tried to withside
He died, he lied in a closed casket right
I can`t take it, am I gone make it
Suicide`s my answer for life`s cancer
I used to pray every Sunday
But since blasphamy I gotta listen to what my gun say
Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it?
No 40, O.E., gin and juice I`m a swig it, yo
But back to my drama
I finally made my mind up and said fuck my mama
I`ma get my shit straight, my mind I gotta get straight
So I bought a 38 yo
I gotta get my head on
And if ya still think I sing that sad song then you`re dead wrong
So check my situation
I guess you can call me a premature ejaculation
(CHORUS)
Man I ain`t nothin` but a nut
A premature ejaculation
Yo, life`s kinda funny
It seems like we all bleedin` tryin` to get some bloody money
I don`t know why
Motherfuckers trippin`, talkin` `bout I`m always high
When I`m gone die, shit
How many problems can one motherfucker get yo
What`s wrong with my mind
If it wasn`t for the bad times I wouldn`t have no times
My baby done left me
She claims I need some mental therapy, she called me crazy
It ain`t no sweat though
`Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette hoe
So fuck that trick bitch
Anyway, she was suckin` the next nigga dick, shit
So fuck the perpetration
If you can dig my situation, a premature ejaculation
(CHORUS)
Yo, as the world turns
If one nigga die, 10 niggaz might learn from that
The shit runs deep though
How deep? 6 feet deep put me to sleep bro
How can I make you understand
And stop you from Stevie Wondering how I`m going under and
You try and diagnose me, analyze me
But the shit don`t surprise me
Realize that I see through all eyes gee
I might be wise, but I`m blind just as I see
I`m smokin` on a fat one
I got one in the chamber, cock back on my cap gun
That`s the way my life goes
And my life ain`t nothin` but bitches and money and hoes
Goes a little somethin` like this
I`m down to the E `cause I`m a suicidalist, yo
I look forward to passin` away
And on my way to hell i get some ass on the way, yo
So check my situation
I guess you could call me a premature ejaculation
(CHORUS)